My mind is a Mess right now.
I feel alone surrounded by humans who I love.
I am fuckin’ tired.
They don’t understand. They never will.
They are so caught up in their own world.
I need to take care of everything. everything.
And still people demand so much of me.
I feel like crumbling down.
Nobody respects me anymore.
My past mistakes have been the basis for judgement. I have moved on a long time ago.
But they won’t. I feel like a Puppet. I am a Puppet.
The only person I thought who could understand me, treats my like shit.
It’s not Pride. It’s Rage. There’s a big difference.
I can’t take this anymore. But I have responsibilities. This isn’t just about me anymore.
Who am I to complain? I don’t even have that right.
I’m damned! and I deserve this as I was told.